The question was not whether the creeping liberalism, the left wing, and the communist were being properly addressed; the problem was whether or not anybody would survive them. In 1950s at the height of the Cold War, the Red Scare, and McCarthyism; one could reasonably argue that the threat of communism was very new and misunderstood. This was also the period of
If the 1950s was a period of “red” or pushing it into the red, then the next decade threw it over the top and overwhelmed the front lines and the trenches. Already there were sounds of advancing or creeping communism. The world knew it was under attack but the problem was always the inability to shoot back or address the most difficult challenge for the nation in the right manner. You could hear the footsteps but you could not see your enemy in the jungle. They set off the perimeter defenses and noise makers then disappeared before anything would be done. It is in the climate that you know something is coming but wonder whether or not there is anything you can do.
The 1960s can be compared to the TET offensive. If there was a way to pull out of the air a physical representation and how the communist are so cunning with strategy and military affairs, then the 1960s had a very x dual universe, representation, proxy existence, flesh contraband, arrival, or some measurable science. Like TET the problem with creeping communism was a total surprise. It turned on a dime. The world changed overnight. The game was not how to address the problem the game was now how to deal with it. Do you surrender or do you advance? Do you lick our wounds or do you let them control the situation and you?
In retrospect, the FBI was overrun in the 1960s. Once the gates were released, then it creeping flesh expanded and also legalized, two fierce enemies now. The CIA was overrun once the guards were not able to control the political victory and creeping advances. You now have an enemy who is more anti-communist and fierce, almost the reincarnation of Joseph Stalin running the game now. He was deadly to his own rather than his enemies and his image was feared by his own and not his enemies. They helped him and they never were able to predict how far he would go.
If any spy agency or force on earth can overrun and penetrate both the FBI and the CIA, then you know it is time to call their parent “franchisers” the military. Now with this power level, you need the best soldiers, armed to the teeth, with the best of what this world has, and they better get ready to hit and keep hitting. This is not a problem you take lightly and these are some of the fiercest and evil individuals who cunningly and with calculus ordinance sneak up on you and fool you to their demise. You better get real soldiers on the ground with real ways to hit and hit as hard as possible if you want to deal with this problem now.
If there is disappointment or even unreliability, then it is uncertain why there is such disappointment with a history of being weak on communism. We attribute this with the liberals, the left wing, and a political breed and culture of jackasses and losers who are cannibals and gambling pandering useless “competitors.” You have to step out in order to look in and it was clear these people had some deficiency which prevented them from stepping out and looking back in. There is a long history of bad behavior and dysfunctional, self incriminating, defiling, and creeping stupidity. Only a political breed of jackasses or some utter bamboozled idiot can be so wrong and claim to be so shameless and right.
It was not power or economic liberalism now; it was an utter disaster and mess. It was dog gone wild wanton imperfection and stupidity by brainless novelties that stood for a kindness which nobody understood and wanted; damning but alternatively, it was no longer hate or speculation; it was actually real and happening. The question now was how many times you can apply the death penalty before it becomes an assembly line mindset. It was the next step past
And this will continue and persist for decades after the 1960s and battle lines which an observer must ask; what do you want to save and what can you save now that there is really not a chance left. You have to get the fiercest and most anti-communist people on the situation and to not let up and this is miraculously, very similar to the events of the Vietnam War. You can draw parallels left and right and predict the actions and movements which are not only automatic; they are addressed even before they come.
The problem was not what to do when they invaded; the question was how hard you want to fight while they invaded. It was not theory or a drill or even some game any longer, it was as real as it gets and the world was turning on a dime. You have to deal with this threat and problem with equal proportion. This means that real soldiers must be sent on the ground and in a manner to assault in similar way and they needed to be armed to the teeth, with the fortitude and caricatures non humans possess, and they must figure out what to do. If the enemy can overrun the FBI and even advance so far as the CIA then chances are the odds are rather overwhelming. The problem is not necessarily communism but it is a weak on communism and a penchant to sacrifice the blood of anti-communists to preserve this weak on communism culture and ideological duality. You have not a mole but a hole that has no bottom.
The goal of the liberals is to break the back of the military.
One is violent and murderous and the other is murderous words and “peaceful” actions. As we can see clearly, the problem is not how to predict or deal with the problem; the problem is how in hell we handle this problem now. It is all done and gone with and the mess is all over the landscape and globe. Like a high level spy who claims “diplomatic immunity” or blocks “charge d’affaires”; the legalism of the liberals employ executive privilege, Patriot Acts, FISA rights, police powers, and all sorts of whacked out political deception by a breed of jackasses and murderous losers. What they want to know is whether socialism and communism can be supported and advanced by liberal banking and debt. If so, we, you, us, and the world will be attacked and done with. This is their trump card now.
We want to get the defense spending out of their hands and control of the military out of their court. We want to make sure we employ the right and necessary security measures. However, with damning hindsight and severe wounds; a general despair and disappointment makes you want to give up and just throw in the white towel. You can get beaten and battered so much you are not able to function any longer and must seek medical assistance, such the case now. The church of the liberals and the mores of political jackasses and worthless penniless losers encourage them to act so unlawfully and with such high deception, they offer a challenge much greater than the best intelligence and spy agencies in this world.
How do they explain this challenge and claim how the attacks are coming from the outside? We know where the attacks are coming from while they attack the outside to give the impression they are anti-communist and even more fierce than us. How do you respond and how do you ask them to tell the truth or admit, with damning hindsight, what they did or did not do? They want us to be so buried we must surrender and this surrender is not for anti-communism; will they tell us what it is for? We cannot have the enemy come here and say how we are invading or some terrorist. That is absurd and the loony politics of the liberals, left wing, and breed of communism which has pocked the history books with disappoint, unreliability, and horror.
We will give them the fair chance and the fair trial they judiciously deny us with malicious calculus ordinance. This book is being given away to just desperately try to stop or block the barrage or ordinance and a decade of nonstop onslaught. They have the death penalty and they need to tell the world if they need a fair trial or did not get a fair trail. As enemy combatants who are attacking the nation and have nothing but penniless pandering debt, addictions to gambling nonsense, and burying others; they will accept dispositions of the authority and the military authority with no apprehensions if they wish to declare themselves citizens and feel they have the standards to suggest they are citizens. The only thing we can do beyond a death penalty is to offer a fair trial; beyond this it will be murderous malicious ordinance by calculus evil.
The problem is fighting back and the problem is the military ability to respond. This is a threat which people do not know how to combat unless it involves a lot of militaries. When you have an enemy on your own territory who says you cannot fight back, it is illegal to fight back, cannot even stand the test of criterion, has been implicated in both terrorist and espionage cases, and says you are so mentally ill you are unfit to be tried in court or can never own a firearm to prevent invasion; then you are looking down the barrel of the devil himself. Is it not semantics how the devil says, “we will kill you and you will not fight back?” Isn’t it semantics to just say, “We are killing you and you can help by surrendering.” This is why you do not put people who have no respect for anti-communism. You cannot figure out if it is a problem with communism or a problem with being weak to it. The results are the same and will be the same; the blood of anti-communists will be sacrificed for the penniless worthless liberal and left winger and they want no resistance or gigs fighting back.
Does the devil want a fight or does the devil want to fight? Why bury others in wars and why bury them in so much legal corruption the spouses are disappointed by a broken heart? We want to know what the difference is when a communist says, “this land never belonged to you in the first place”; then another communist who says, “it belongs to us not you”; then a liberal who says, “we all can work this out and live in peace”; and now both the liberals and communists who say, “who said we need to talk this out or debate this affair, we have been here for over two hundred years.” To them it is nothing more than a political problem now that they are here and have invaded. It is not a legal affair and it is not a military affair. Why not just come out and say it so we can deal with it swiftly and immediately. Why all of this and what we have documented as a large mammoth communist spy ring and various terrorist cells that protect it. Why do cannibals stand on legalism or even ask for freedom?
(Letter to Federal Bureau of Investigation: Special Agent, Al Qaeda cell).
Thursday, July 17, 2008
I received confirmation from the FBI on their 100th Anniversary? I need to fill you in on something which will sound unbelievable but understand how I and Ann have been on this case for a long time. I and she were supposed to be united at or around 2000 and we had been planning to meet at the beach in
The best source of her writings is town hall. This will show how she began to take on DC and how the use of terror is deployed. It is my opinion and not to her or my own knowledge that in 1995 Al Qaeda was trying to contact me while I was writing policy on terrorism and the East Africa and Middle East regions. I was looking and analyzing almost every region and skipped the African region completely. I just was not interested. After the bombings in
Ann and I met up and were reunited in January of 2008 when a web site named XXX.com was opened. I received word and confirmation. Ann has a special account on there. We began to slowly close in on us while we could tell who was closing in on us also. It is the same people, one on her and one on me. Their goal is to keep us apart for as long as possible and to create so much disappointment and grief, we will give up or surrender. This is not far. You can read her works and she has showed me and has poured her heart out. You do not want to know how much pain and suffering she went through and what this did to her.
So when Al Qaeda and the left went to me; she paid a visit to them. This is where all hell breaks loose. This will initiate 9-11 and touch off this huge problem by this church. You will notice at or around this time, the early signs. The DC sniper, anthrax, shootings, and all the insanity around
I DO NOT WANT TO GO INTO DETAIL BUT I WILL SAY THIS, Ann cries on my shoulders and I am not going to repeat what this did to her. You can see the video tapes of her from 2000 to 2008 and see what the ordeal did. Recently she has been overjoyed and then depressed, then overjoyed, then depressed again. I like her have PTSD as result. We need time together and that is all.
So here is how it all goes down. This was written by me but Ann did help; because I had lost my memory in 2005, nearly crippled. I was basically an invalid in 2005 and it took a year and half to recover. I have been separated from her since 2001 and that stole our romance. It knocked up completely off course and in a tailspin.
Here are the reports on Al Qaeda and it has been confirmed by the most leading experts on espionage and counter intelligence. The events which link the website can be traced as we began to fall under attack and also more paranoia. They returned to the scene of the crime to shut up both Ann and myself. They did everything to say how we will never catch them. These is who you are dealing with and both Ann and I are ready to go to trial. We have invested our entire life and this was a total surprise to us.
I began posting the Al Qaeda case on the website while Ann and I were being attacked. This will cause panic and them to come out and come near. Now all we need to do is log in and play the game of chase. Keep in mind, Ann and I am speaking in complete unison. I can tell her to write something and she can relay the same while this is going on. She tells me to confront this person or that one and I do. They drop hints and allegations to the innuendoes to rub salt on both her and my wounds. All we have to do is trace the electronic signals. Ann and I are together, we are the good guys. Do not misunderstand and mistake us. She is innocent and I am also. The evidence is there and in written form.
Here is when I began to blog and post the Al Qaeda problem to the people who have been stalking both Ann and me dating back to the 1980s and her college days. They soon grow suspicious that our intersections are a conspiracy and how we repeat the same words. They have erased some of the previous ones but it looks like the Al Qaeda ones are still there. This is the only way to catch them and you will see for yourself just how mammoth and huge this problem is. You can read all of them or just the Al Qaeda ones. There are innocent people there so walk fragile. They refuse to walk fragile and it is obvious why.
I start getting clobbered by the people above in the apartment at or around this time which confirms that I am being held captive and had been as I reported. I documented this also and am on the web site with the date and times of what they said.
This is not a drill and this is no joke. Imagine how you would feel or what you would do if you got stuck in it and became a victim of this? Exactly, it is terrifying and horrific to have this happen and to repeat over and over as if it is a daily occurrence. Ann got it also and her story is almost identical. They are saying she and I are a conspiracy and set out to prove this. They want to know if they will get away with it now that we know who they are. Now they panic and make mistakes. They take much risk and additional risks. The idea was how to handle this now that they were beyond redemption and being exposed. They knew in legal sense and with common sense they had the death penalty and they begin to maneuver and form a counter strike. All on this website here and in Ann’s life, and now they take chances and make more mistakes.
I am including a very important document I have not finished and it will explain further. It is attacked on to this email. Please read it after this message and walk slowly and lightly. This is how good and sneaky they are. You will see what Ann and I have been up against, fighting, and who is attacking this nation. It is a huge spy ring and it is no joke. They showed us just who they are and what they could and would do. I am and was terrified and left… I’m here to leave the country actually. They are huge and vicious and there is no protection because they see it as a political advantage, a process of democracy. During this time, the President flees the country and is AWOL completely.
Ann is not a racist. After this affair, I have turned into a racist and I am a minority. She does not know how to feel; she is wife who is behind her man. Maybe we are racist and maybe they are worse racist? Our only goal in life was marriage and family while I stayed home and wrote books. I had work to do and very important stuff which could not be disturbed. This was stolen and denied for 7 years. It is a very sad story and you do not need to go there.
I have been with her since the 1980s. We sort of married before I went into the military; what caused her to become hateful, angry, resentful, and even slightly racist; was coming to my aid and watching as I was cut down and nearly murdered. You put yourself in those shoes and you understand she is on the other line with me and feels it all and ask what it would do to you. Then how you would cry unstoppably when you finally reunite. She did it because it had to be done and it threw our life out of whack, nobody expected or planned this. It just grew and grew and got worse and worse but we had to figure out how in hell do we…
Alex N
Thursday, July 17, 2008
“I Do” lyrics by Jude
I got a letter today
An invitation
And the writing looked like you
Hello how are you and by the way
Please RSVP I do
I thought of writing sad words of how it used to be
But I didn't want to bring you down, no
I guess the bells will ring pretty well there without me
Don't worry 'bout me baby I'll wear the thorny crown
I will play the clown
Chorus:
If you think that I don't love you, you're just wrong
And that don't matter now anyway
I couldn't bear to see you up there with a white dress on
Here's my vow to you
I'll stay away
I remember when in a lover's whisper you said
No other man would ever share your bed
Well we both know that's not been so
And I wish I'd never let you go now
You found a better man instead
I wish you health and wealth and a white house on a hill and I
I hope you raise a family
Little boy and a little girl, a little more joy in this little old world
Well, that'd be enough for me
Chorus
Time rolls on
And dreams they die
And I've thrown out the pictures I had of you and I
And if you're ever wondering if love can be true
Well, think of me and remember darling like I, like I do
Old friendships fade away, love falls apart
And you've not spent a single day outside my heart
But, there's just one more dream that I have left for you
I hope you're smiling when he turns around and says I do. . .
I do
I do
I do
I do
“I Will Not Die” lyrics by Jude
It only hurts me when I'm awake
It seems to die with dreaming
And there's only so much that I can fake
When my whole life's careening down
I will not die
It only kills me 'cause I'm alive
and living this disaster
And it's all I can do now to survive
I live to beat my master down
I will not die
Down I will not die
When I'm well I long to be
Only in love with you
But I guess I'll never be whole
And you know it's true
It does not stop me that we all die
I know this trip's to slaughter
But if only I could let me cry
I feel the healing water roll down
I will not die
Down I will not die
Down I will not die
“Battered and Broken” lyrics by Jude
Everything had to be exactly as you had planned it
Everything had to be exactly as you designed
The sadness inside you was lost on exactly no one
And there's nothing heroic or stoic in being a mime
Hey little girl is there room inside your world
For a groom without a pearl or a diamond on his mind
Did you think that for a second on the brink
That you could let me take a drink and bet that would not climb inside over my primly pride
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
See you walking down the hall kinda tall it isn't all like Bacall and
I'm gonna pucker up and blow you right out of the seams of your suits and the dreams will be roots for the teams in cahoots
My demons loving you
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Chorus:
There is only so much I can give without return and
Maybe a song
Maybe a few
Maybe not
Maybe, finally fuck it and just take a shot
And I battered, broken barely hoping remade token
I would crawl back to you and say thanks I needed that
It's been a while
I would crawl back to you and say thanks I needed that
It's been a while
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Smoother skinned than most she was and beautiful and just because I thought I'd be a doomsday gift I placed the rift
Callous first and cavalier dropping verses she could hear the sad refrain of inner pain
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Chorus
I'm gonna grope I'm gonna grasp
'Cause I must
It's my rope and my ass and my doom for my lusting of you
Throw me a thin spider line, I'll be fine, as I climb the mine to my divine
Chorus (Repeat 3X)
“King of Yesterday” lyrics by Jude
Can you still remember
How it seemed that we could live forever in a lovers dream?
And falling was the best part but now you know the things you cling to
Your heart can start to grow.
You, you're walking away.
I've been there now I know what to say... I'm the king of yesterday.
A silly little love song for myself.
It's all I ever do you know I shine the shell.
A pretty little picture, the face of you.
You were my setting sun and now you're every view.
You, you're walking away
I've been there now I know what to say...
I'm the king of yesterday.
Why don't, why don't, why don't you stay?
Why don't you stay? Why don't you stay? Why don't you stay?
Take a little time, throw it on the line.
Let me believe that you believe in me.
Baby turn around, look at what I found.
You are the one that I want.
Take a little time, throw it on the line.
Let me believe that you believe in me.
Baby turn around, look at what I found.
You were the one that I wanted.
And someday I'll be over on my own.
Believing all the legends of the loves I've known
And seeing you in summer the way we were when you were seventeen
You know I much preferred you walking away.
I've been here, now I know what to say
I'm the King of Yesterday.
Why don't, why don't, why don't you stay?
Why don't you stay? Why don't you stay with me? Stay.
Take a little time, throw it on the line.
Let me believe that you believe in me.
Baby turn around, look at what I found.
You are the one that I want.
Take a little time, throw it on the line.
Let me believe that you believe in me.
Baby turn around, look at what I found.
You were the one that I wanted.
You were the one that I wanted.
King of yesterday.
King of yesterday.
“I am Sorry Now” lyrics by Jude
Welcome to my world
Won't you please find a seat
There is no need to worry
I'm the only one to meet
I just wanted to express myself to you
Hey undiluted and with nobody else to confuse
See I was Marvin Gaye and Bond, James Bond
I was taking all day so I could turn you on
And I hated when you'd look away
When I was inside and slowly gettin' to it
It didn't help a lot when you would turn around
And I was on the top
And you would say
Baby you can do it
I'm sorry now
And it's too late
I'm sorry now
Do you have to hate me
I'm sorry now
So sorry yeah
I wish you wished I wished you love
I wish you wished I wished you love
I hate spaghetti
And I also hate divorce
You probably already know that by then of course
I like the earthquakes
I like it when the world shakes
I like the cracks it takes out of the walls
When two people
Lovers
Are acting like dolls in the arms of each other
That's my alarm
I'm sorry now
And it's too late
I'm sorry now
Do you have to hate me
I'm sorry now
So sorry yeah
I wish you wished I wished you love
I wish you wished I wished you love
I wish you wished I wished you love
Life is so unkind
You can fall behind
You know that I'm inclined
To ease your mind
Anytime
So welcome baby
I wondered when your countenance would change
From sunshine and vanilla
To the raven tones of rage
And my back never looked so broad to you
As now when turned upon the fool who spurned me
Boo hoo hoo
I'm sorry now
And it's too late
I'm sorry now
And you have to hate me
I'm sorry now
So sorry yeah
I wish you wished I wished you love
I wish you wished I wished you love
I wish you wished I wished you love
I wish
I wish
I wish
I wish
I wish you wished I wished you love
I wish you wished I wished you love
I wish you wished I still wanted love with you
But I'm through it
Forget you
“Brad and Suzy” lyrics by Jude
Brad and Suzy lived in a movie
Cardboard cutout superheroes and
Paragons on barstools
She was a professional teller machine user
He was your basic beautiful loser
They had no worries all they ever had was cool
And I wish that I was Brad and Suzy, I really do
I wish that I was stuck on someone
I wish that I was half of a two
I wish that we were like that baby
I wish sometimes you'd love and hate me
Pa-pa-pa-pow
Pa-pa-pa-pow
The Sigma Chis imbibed, decried
And tried to pry him from his
Little Delta Tri-Omega Chi Fi Mu Hoddi Toddi A-D-Pi and Theta
But she wouldn't let them
Idiot
'Cause her heart was as big as the world
And she was his first loving girl
And he swore he'd stand by her forever
And late at night, drunk on wine
They'd fall in bed and intertwine
And they'd make love then like nobody never
And I wish that I was Brad or Suzy
Chorus:
Pa-pa-pa-pow
Pa-pa-pa-pow
I wish that I was Brad or Suzy
I wish that I was in a movie
Brad and Suzy finally took off for the Florida Keys
The better to exercise their collections of clothing by J. Crew
Convertible rabbit a cooler and some coozies
And six years of college course credit they'll probably never use
But I wish that I was Brad or Suzy, I really do
Chorus
