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There are approximately 200 chapters. Most were written and researched while in college from 1988 to 1998; I researched it by taking over 144 credits from different universities. They also span from childhood reading since age 8 and up (military science, weapons, martial arts, etc...) I have been getting ideas from people about doing a complete series; all at once. They start off with pure science and ends with a complete understanding of where this world is headed and two particular topics called economic sustainability and totality; then it introduces the reader to a new series of books on satellite warfare; the science and the art. Naturally, they call me the father of satellite warfare and I have put in over 20 years to this field of knowledge; perhaps the best in the world, but my readers will judge who is the best in their world. To get here; we have taken harsh punishments, suffered torture, was kidnapped, humiliated hourly, and had our life trashed and rewritten by no fault of our own. That is called terrorism. That is called war.

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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

CODE OF SAMURAI, CODE OF HAMURABI, OR INTERNET DATING CODE:


The problem with this entire fiasco and these so called suicidal bombers, not fake, not scared, not inferior, ready to die, want us to move, we are so sorry, we did not want to get hurt, we are at war, we were wrong, anything you want, we only want to help, we are in love, you are our God, this is their home, go home, their world, etc... is not as simple as a landlord-tenant dispute. The problem is why or how come they are using Alex and Ann or got caught as 911 terrorists. It begins with the idea that they must call in these bomb plots, make the person who called it or reported any suspicious activity look insane or outpatients of a mental ward, slander their life and career, and portray themselves in the best light while denying or intentionally trying to mislead investigators or evade capture. So why did they refuse to pick up a phone, pick up a pencil, and simply call the FBI or the bomb squad? Did they expect whom they grabbed or kept as a hostage to be silent and not ID them? If this portrayal of the best image or sugar coated fraud can be proved; then these questions must be answered and why they waited so long or try so much? The search for a logical ending has not been provided but deception and false statements have.

It comes down to "Choice here, higher taxes or higher you..." and what was leaked on North Korean radio on Wednesday, September 29, 2010. iBauerly says this is about Internet Dating. The iRush says this is about The Code of Hamurabi. We are stuck on two roads here and it is a toss up or can be decided by a coin flip. If it did not occur to the FBI or any authentic police investigator, the deluge of details are a waterfall and cascade on this North Korean radio from 2006 to 2010. So let's analyze this logical ending and see if the leak fits or if we have to make any "adjustments" in attitude, facts, truth, or take them to court? It is very difficult to suggest they got here overnight or Alex and Ann got here in two years; just debate Alex or show him a match grade expert. He can do this and has no end; endless day to day analysis and endless data; absolute genius, brilliant, amazing, and beyond words or sensations. I would describe iRush as transcendental or immersion. So both Alex and Ann are captives, hostages, and being held as a proxy to call this bomb plot in; this is logical but the ending has to lead to a logical or desired outcome. What is a desired outcome?

MOVE or the MOVE Organization (though the name is not an acronym, it is spelled by followers in capital letters) is a Philadelphia-based black liberation group founded by charismatic leader John Africa. MOVE was described by CNN as "a loose-knit, mostly black group whose members all adopted the surname Africa, advocated a "back-to-nature" lifestyle and preached against technology." The Philadelphia Police Department raided their home in 1978 and later in 1985. During the latter event, the Philadelphia Police shot teargas at the MOVE headquarters and then dropped a four-pound, military-grade C-4 plastic explosive bomb on the house. The bombing resulted in 11 deaths (including 5 children) and the destruction of 65 homes in the resulting fires. - MOVE, From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia -

First off, this is a supernova. A supernova is the largest phenomenon on earth or known to this planet. This is a fact and Alex knows or wrote this now fact in 1990; as wedding plans. This can be verified and sworn in court, backed by details or documents written. To suggest we can determine one single outcome, one way, or one methodology to a supernova is theoretically flawed. So their cosmology is inconsistent and buffoonery. They are keen observers and know what is going on in their life; but they do not wish to reveal or admit what they did or why; we need a logical, concise, and conclusive answer if we can establish a motive to a terror plot and a murder case. At least they did not soil their pants but they want others too also; they took it like a man would. He “man-upped” to the situation and took care of business as expected.

The problem is much simpler than the analysis. This is based on modernization and power. When communism collapsed, the World War two enemies knew there was only one choice left; one card. So they imposed this on us; as punishment or to get this new plan we have; to pick our mind. We resisted or stopped this terror plot and these new invasion plans. Worse, the supernova reveals who they were. So this is much worse and even worse than they know. Not only do we know who they are, what they did, and what they tried; it caused a back draft and acceleration of our side. So being crusty and crumbling took longer than expected; but merging or fusing to us did not. They are desperate and this is what that desperation led to. Worse, they know we are not Nazis and we know they are; they are out of options; so they split in two, a victim and a perpetrator.

An investigative commission formed by the Philadelphia Mayor issued its report on March 6, 1986 denouncing the actions of the city government, stating that "Dropping a bomb on an occupied row house was unconscionable." No one from the city government was charged criminally. In a 1996 civil suit in US federal court, a jury ordered the City of Philadelphia to pay $1.5 million to a survivor and relatives of two people killed in the incident. The jury found that the city used excessive force and violated the members' constitutional protection against unreasonable search and seizure. On the 25th Anniversary of the 1985 Police bombing, the Philadelphia Inquirer created a detailed multimedia site containing retrospective articles, archived articles, videos, interviews, photos, and a timeline of the events. - MOVE, From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia -

Second, the iRush corrects the black liberation analysis and reverts back to slave mentality. He has been hinting at the Tillman Story all week and last week, "This was done on purpose." The iRush then says, "Knows what it is like to be a black man in America" which is the same as upstairs and what they keep trying to tell us or prove, "Know what it is like to be inferior now... know what it is like to be a minority." This is also what the iRush said as why he was calling Alex a "common nigger" but nobody is black. Ann says only victims can be black but the iRush has already explained this logical and valid postulate. A supernova may blow them off or away; but we have no interest in this. It is illogical to talk to a moron or idiot. It is illegal to sell ourselves to an utter failure. It is illogical to fabricate a story which hides or intentionally misleads. Regardless, they keep saying, "we were wrong... we are so sorry... we are ready to die... now you know what it feels to be inferior... move, this is our home." The iRush is the Don of this Africa liberation and police story and the process of inventing slave mentality.

Africa was born Vincent Leaphart on July 26, 1931 in the Mantua neighborhood of West Philadelphia. Leaphart's mother died when he was young and he blamed the hospital where she was being treated for her death. Leaphart served in the Korean War, from which he derived an early hatred of the American class system and what he perceived as its ties to race. He adopted the name "John Africa" because of his ethnic origin as an African-American, and because he believed Africa to be the place where life originated. Africa later met Donald Glassey, a social worker from the University of Pennsylvania, with whom he began to collaborate. Africa was functionally illiterate, so Glassey wrote down Africa's ideas. Glassey's notes would eventually become a document called The Guideline. - John Africa, From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia -

Third, if this is a supernova then a star gazer will agree it cannot be "The Code of Samurai" the iRush claims is his destiny and what impetus his life is based on. It is just not strong enough and cannot pass the smell test; but it is good smelling salt. This logic or state of mind can be applied to Mafia, the iRush, IRA, terrorism, labor unions, thugs or assassins, vigilantism, communism, radicalism, and hostile political savages. So we have a partial match but not enough. What is this Amarettie or Code of Silence? The iRush says, "Eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth... this is so embarrassing... equivalent to winning the lottery" at 1231 mark on 9/29/2010. This supernova has to do with a Judge, Silver's back, NY, Anthrax, entertainment and jazz, New Orleans, home sales, Mafia, American Indians, gambling, drug wars, the police, politics, immigrants, and a urban legend named Dredd commonly sang about by RATM or Anthrax. This Judges' Grants freedom and life; to be among the living or just an imitation of life; too dried, too dared, property, freedom, and exploited by enemies; a religion.

This Judge or this Revolutionary Command has a HQ and leadership. The iRush links or tries to link Christianity to socialism and refuses to debate because he knows Alex is an expert; he does not understand Heidegger or Day-sum. Dredd is a cartoon figure and a superhero to slaves; his legend is similar to Sleepy Hollow or Rumpleskinstil. There is a Poncho Mafia like Texan at the center of these lies, land deals, home sales, and liberation; freedom. What the false pretense or forgery scam consist of is a reputation for stewardship, caretakers, protectors, or good managers. What the scam at the local and state level is about is politics, shaking down people or companies, and protection money. How it is facilitated or what law school was for is this usurpation of the legal system, corruption, or political racketeering. Locally, it is or has been widespread and a broad use of environmental terrorism; to win large lawsuits. We know Bernie, Ken, Starr and their lawyers were ripping people off for everything they owned or had. We know BP got taken for 60 Billion. We know Exxon got taken for 20 Billion. How much do you suspect the mafia or the Democratic Party got from Wall Street over 40 years since the 1960s and drug wars? So this is not about a singles club, hookers, black book, or brothels; it is Auschwitz.

During a standoff in the summer of 1977, federal ATF agents had gotten Donald Glassey, a former MOVE associate, to implicate the organization in a bomb making and gun running scheme. When ten indictments were handed down on September 1, 1977, only two actual MOVE members were named: Vincent and Alphonso Africa. It took federal agents over 3 years to find them. Meanwhile Glassey was put in the federal witness protection program. On May 13, 1981, federal agents arrested nine MOVE members in Rochester, New York. Vincent and Alfonso were extradited to Philadelphia on the bomb making and weapons charges. They were tried in July 1981, conducting their own defense, and were found not guilty. - John Africa, From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia -

Fourth, he compares this to baptism by fire. The iRush says "Christianity (Jesus) saved him" or them. Did Christianity save them really or hang them? Analyze my first name for this logic, T-hang. He is correct on one facet; both Ann and Alex did punch a cochlear ear implant patient and got off scot-free. So he knows we know, knew we knew, and now knows we knew. It is a logical match and we have a perfect fit. The iRush and upstairs have been hinting at selling us a property, hiring us, making a higher one, and an increase in their property. So this is also slave mentality or liberation theory; it just so happens to involve minorities. So baptism by fire or this Code matches what we describe as a terror plot and kidnapping. He is embarrassed about how the internet dating and adventurism turned out while we set off to catch, kill, arrest, or flush them out in the open. We had achieved all of our goals and much more; a supernova.

The principal behind a supernova is Alex. The principal behind looking the best or image is Ann. So iBauerly verified this the same day of internet dating stories, "who is at master control", what they were up to, how they got nailed, who screwed them, and why; a supernova. This slave mentality is from Forrest Gump. It is the history of black liberation and occurred after the Civil War. When King Cotton collapsed, the southern blacks had to blend or mix Northern and Southern hospitality. This is part of the slave experience or black liberation movement. Based on iBauerly's view of this or his side of this story; our objective was not to date him or them. Our objective stated repeatedly was to lure, string, and capture or kill a terror plot; not play this Code of Hamurabi goof ball act. We are results oriented, high or super achievers, happy or do our own thing, and have a few problems now.

Following Angola's independence in 1975, Savimbi gradually drew the intrigue of powerful Chinese and, ultimately, American policymakers and intellectuals. Trained in China during the 1960s, Savimbi was a highly successful guerrilla fighter schooled in classic Maoist approaches to warfare, including baiting his enemies with multiple military fronts, some of which attacked and some of which consciously retreated. Like the Chinese Red Army of Mao Zedong, Savimbi mobilized large segments of the rural peasantry as part of his military tactics. From a military strategy standpoint, he is generally considered one of the most effective guerrilla leaders of the 20th century. - Jonas Savimbi, From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia -

There is nowhere in Alex or Ann's account, bio, or story which suggests we set out in life to date them, marry them, or have them in this story. They are not part of this supernova; never was or will. How they got here is the issue and a 1.4 billion lawsuit. If they wish to go to court and prove they belong in the story, boastful or very embarrassed, we can and with sworn testimony. Both Ann and Alex cite they set out in life with uncertainty and peril; they were engaged, planned to get married (one night stand or otherwise); but it has to lead to a happy marriage. The ending is the same no matter how you tell it or what they do; the account or observation is false. This plot surrounds a JFK conspiracy and murder plot; faking their own murder to scam people out of money or benefiting off their grief. We clearly see this now. A widow or female is the most believable author of this.

Savimbi's war against Angola's Marxist government became a sub-plot to the Cold War, with both Moscow and Washington viewing the conflict as important to the global balance of power. In 1985, with the backing of the Reagan administration, Jack Abramoff and other U.S. conservatives organized the Democratic International in Savimbi's base in Jamba, in Cuando Cubango Province in southeastern Angola. The meeting included most of the anti-communist guerrilla leaders of the Third World, including Savimbi, Nicaraguan contra leader Adolfo Calero, and Abdul Rahim Wardak, then leader of Afghanistan's mujahideen who now serves as Afghanistan's Defense Minister. During a visit to Washington, D.C. in 1986, Reagan invited Savimbi to meet with him at the White House. Following the meeting, Reagan spoke of UNITA winning "a victory that electrifies the world.”. - Jonas Savimbi, From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia -

The lawsuit surrounds our biography; they have no authorship or ownership of it but tinker, oppress, or have committed suicide; we flushed them out as spies and explain why or how. How they wrote this is the problem and part of being engaged. Now these goons keep telling us they had been engaged or have ownership of this marriage. In no way are they in our story, part of it, allowed permission or have copyright laws over our biography, or can get anything correct. They are now the villains, terrorists, oppressors, madman, and a full bigot. This is clear, present, a danger, and obvious in court. We did get it on with them and we could not turn off the oral flirtation problem with them. We set out to solve this case and figure out who was behind communism, and most of all flagging or killing off our leaders. We set out to seek and destroy this danger and this enemy. So their entire life is a lie and flawed at this time.

Both iBauerly and the iRush constantly mention Ann or cover the tracks for each other. North Korean radio has leaked out another master plot or plan. iBauerly says, "How did your internet dating experience go... the whole internet dating thing... recent released mental patient... how did internet dating work out for you... you know something is wrong when the person you are talking to has your address... recent mental health patient... an outpatient at the mental health unit... he is a really cool guy, it is going to be hard to beat him... found out the person you are talking to is actually the police... what are all signs of a whack job... very social life... ran into trouble you did not expect." So upstate NY is suggesting this terror plot is about internet dating; which is false. This is not about dating, sex, child molestation, perverted mates, submission, homosexuality, multiple sex partners, or adultery. This supernova has to do with a Judge, Silver's back, NY, Anthrax, entertainment and jazz, New Orleans, home sales, Mafia, American Indians, gambling, drug wars, the police, politics, immigrants, and a urban legend named Dredd commonly sang about by RATM or Anthrax. Hence we have a landlord-tenant problem and a demand for a rent refund and full damages (court fees, medical bills, damages or civil litigation based on attorney analysis). First we must prosecute the terror plot and the murder plots.

As U.S. support began to flow liberally and leading U.S. conservatives championed his cause, Savimbi won major strategic battles in the late 1980s and early 1990s, and Moscow and Havana began to reevaluate their engagement in Angola, as Soviet and Cuban fatalities mounted and Savimbi's ground control increased. At the height of his military success, Savimbi controlled nearly half the country and was beginning, in 1989 and 1990, to launch attacks on government and military targets in and around the country's capital, Luanda. Observers felt that the strategic balance in Angola had shifted and that Savimbi was positioning UNITA for a possible military victory. Signaling the concern that the former Soviet Union was placing on Savimbi's advance in Angola, former Soviet leader Mikhail Gorbachev raised the Angolan war with Reagan during numerous U.S.-Soviet summits. In addition to meeting with Reagan, Savimbi also met with Reagan's successor, George H. W. Bush, who promised Savimbi "all appropriate and effective assistance.”. - Jonas Savimbi, From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia -

An observer might get off by the fact Alex is trying to find, locate, talk to, and get married to Ann; they are obviously maneuvering coherently and purposefully together; identical and a 100% match. It is hard to create or cookie-cut two human beings with similarities beyond genetics. So this internet dating led to some outpatient and patient at the mental health clinic; what Jimmy Cartier's wife explained as their life story or work in politics. Read the account or the original charges.... "going to our workplace... coming to our home... doing home invasions... luring us into dangerous or suicidal plots... making death threats... complimenting and causing a nervous breakdown... causing bankruptcy... stalking... making calls all day or harassment... no proof of espionage... eavesdropping... murder plots... etc." This is the true story and a real summary; a terror plot and invasion by communists. So the ending is correct but we never wanted to get it on wit them or be tricked, scammed, or lured into this marriage. They have called this "mental health court" and "demand they be released immediately."

Following the repression of the CPSA, the party adopted a policy of primarily working within the ANC in order to reorient that organisation's programme from a nationalist policy akin to the CPSA's former Native Republic policy towards a non-racial programme which declared that all ethnic groups residing in South Africa had equal rights to the country. While black members of the SACP were encouraged to join the ANC and seek leadership positions within that organization, many of its white leading members formed the Congress of Democrats which in turn allied itself with the African National Congress and other 'non-racial' congresses in the Congress Alliance. The Congress Alliance committed itself to a democratic non-racial South Africa where the 'people shall govern' through the Freedom Charter. The Freedom Charter, having been developed by leading members of the Congress of Democrats, was adopted by the ANC leadership and has since remained the corner stone of the ANC's programme throughout the years of repression. - South African Communist Party, From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia -

Lastly, they could not use the supernova as their story and was locked out. They could not use this fool to advance their career or act ingenious or for a master. So they failed miserably and did not achieve one goal, not one. It did humble them. It did make them honest. It did make them feel reality was gone. It is all part of the arrest and prosecution process. If you are knowledgeable of "The Tillman Story", it cites Al Quesada as the Army version of this story. If you compare Al Quesada to Vietnam, then you get bragging, Taco bell cashier or roofer murder plots, and this high value target assignation we try to describe but are so overwhelmed with and by. The iRush said, "People heard about this and are retaliating... taking back America." We do not think it improved anything and is still a stalemate and a hostage standoff. So New York is guilty and we know who did it. They do not have many lifelines reamaining and can loose it all or their life, suicide. Their legal defense is "internet dating... recent mental patient.... outpatient now." How they came up with this observation is completely false; there is no sound to the movie, feeble or deaf terrorist and deranged prison guards; the labor unions and communist on North Korean radio. So their version of this is illogical and had always proved they are so disconnected with reality and do not respect the truth or facts. It is all an eye or an eye. If you get in a fight with a master; he may put you in a pretzel, twist your body in odd ways, and make you scream or kill you. This does not mean you won, are winning, or will win; it means you got in a deadly fight.

Ethiopia forms part of an arc, which now extends from Afghanistan through North Yemen to Angola, of Soviet influence in the Middle East and Africa. The country's Marxist rulers, who toppled the pro-U.S. government of Emperor Haile Selassie in 1974, now only rarely open their doors to Western reporters. One of the few who has managed to catch a glimpse of how Marxism African-style works is TIME Nairobi Bureau Chief John Borrell. His report: In the three-story rose stucco building that once housed Ethiopia's Parliament and now serves as headquarters for the country's embryonic Communist Party, a red hammer and sickle has been painted over the finely etched imperial crest on each of the green-backed chairs. Prominent red stars dominate the revolutionary posters on the walls, and a large red-lettered slogan in Amharic, Ethiopia's official language, reads FORWARD WITH THE ESTABLISHMENT OF THE WORKING CLASS PARTY. Not far away, in a flag-bedecked square, a 16-ft.-high red billboard carries the unsmiling trinity of Marx, Engels and Lenin, the new patron saints of the revolution that extinguished a 2,000-year-old monarchy. - Ethiopia: Communism, African-Style; www.time.com ; July 04, 1983 -

If you want to know the real story or the truth, try checking with the authors of it and those who created the supernova. Ask them over 20 years of details; find one disconnect or mistruth; a pattern of behavior or a pattern of harassment, stalking, killing, murder plots, and formulate a history or profile of this terror plot and leaders. Who is to benefit from this? Why? Why would we lie or fake our biography? Is there a pattern of this? Is this a forgery or can we authenticate it? Can we lie on this level and get away with billions of onlookers or academics in panic? Is there one shred of truth or is it based on all lies? Do these lies work to boost their confidence, scare or intimidate others, remove the seal of truth, transfer the intellectual property, mislead or cover up crimes, allow escape or time, obstruct or forwards a terror plot, spreads the mistruth or rumors, spreads the disease, does effective damage control, spin the story, defrauds the public, stalks the ending, changes this supernova, terrorizes the FBI and military, terrorizes the police or Chiefs of Police, or invigorates the life of Alex and Ann? So why do we call it much more than a 1.4 billion dollar slander case? Can we prove in 1999 a slander suit was underway and the FBI first was notified of this insanity and stalker we were trying to catch or forced to go rogue, undercover, act bad, act mean, scare off, shout off, fool off, goof off, act stupid or ridiculous, stop, or apprehend and prosecute? Was our prosecution of it effective or ineffective? Prove it. That is the burden of proof and they must prove this or admit guilty; we do not have to do anything. We have done our part and are ready for court; they must prove effectiveness.

Although there is little doubt that the Soviets will choose to stay, their pervasive role in Ethiopia is far from fully supported. Traders in Addis Ababa's thriving bazaar, the Mercado, resent Soviet browsers, who rarely have enough money to buy their merchandise. "They keep to themselves and won't even employ Ethiopians as cooks or drivers," complains one resident. That undercurrent of hostility perhaps explains why Mengistu has not tried to impose many East-bloc values on a country whose Western links go back to the arrival of Portuguese explorers in the 16th century. Meantime, most evidence suggests that the first bloom of the revolution is beginning to wilt. Agricultural output, the key to any improvement for Ethiopia's impoverished peasants, has stagnated: state farms set up after the revolution cover 4% of Ethiopia's arable land and consume 76% of available fertilizer, yet 80% are operating at a loss. - Ethiopia: Communism, African-Style; www.time.com ; July 04, 1983 -

This just gets more and more complex or messy. The problem is much simpler than the analysis. This is based on modernization and power. When communism collapsed, the World War two enemies knew there was only one choice left; one card. So they imposed this on us; as punishment or to get this new plan we have; to pick our mind. We resisted or stopped this terror plot and these new invasion plans. Worse, the supernova reveals who they were. So this is much worse and even worse than they know. Not only do we know who they are, what they did, and what they tried; it caused a back draft and acceleration of our side. So being crusty and crumbling took longer than expected; but merging or fusing to us did not. They are desperate and this is what that desperation led to. Worse, they know we are not Nazis and we know they are; they are out of options; so they split in two, a victim and a perpetrator.



“Keep Away” lyrics by Godsmack

Sickness spilling through your eyes,
Craving everything that you thought was alive (hive hive hive).
Stab me in my heart again,
Drag me through your wasted life,
Are you forever dead?

(Chorus)
Do like I told you
Stay away from me
Never misunderstand me
Keep away from me.

Twisting everything around that you say, yeah
Smack me in my mouth 200 times every other day, ooooh
Rag me I don’t hear you anymore, ah yeah
Not yet, find out what it means to me
I don’t know who you are.

(Chorus)

Do like I told you
Stay away from me
And NEVER misunderstand me, yeah

Dragging on so lonely aren’t you tired baby, yeah
Breathing life into your lungs,
Are you immune to me?
Oh yeah yeah yeah

(Chorus)

Do like I told you
Stay away from me
And NEVER misunderstand me
Keep away from me
Never misunderstand me, ah yeah yeah yeah yeah.




"Waiting on a Friend" lyrics by The Rolling Stones

Watching girls go passing by
It ain't the latest thing
I'm just standing in a doorway
I'm just trying to make some sense
Out of these girls go passing by
The tales they tell of men
I'm not waiting on a lady
I'm just waiting on a friend.

A smile relieves a heart that grieves
Remember what I said
I'm not waiting on a lady
I'm just waiting on a friend
I'm just waiting on a friend.

Don't need a whore
I don't need no booze
Don't need a virgin priest
But I need someone I can cry to
I need someone to protect
Making love and breaking hearts
It is a game for youth
But I'm not waiting on a lady
I'm just waiting on a friend
Just waiting on a friend...
Just waiting on a friend...
Waiting on a friend...
Waiting on a friend...




“Pictures of You” lyrics by The Cure

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are all I can feel
Remembering You
Standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear

Remembering you
Running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go

Remembering you
Fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark

Remembering you
how you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time, then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But I never see anything

If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you

Doo doo doo dooo dooo!!!

Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you

There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
My pictures of you…




“In Between the Days” lyrics by The Cure

Yesterday I got so old
I felt like I could die
Yesterday I got so old
It made me want to cry
Go on go on
Just walk away
Go on go on
Your choice is made
Go on go on
And disappear
Go on go on
Away from here

And I know I was wrong
When I said it was true
That it couldn't be me and be her
In between without you
Without you

Yesterday I got so scared
I shivered like a child
Yesterday away from you
It froze me deep inside
Come back come back
Don’t walk away
Come back come back
Come back today
Come back come back
Why can't you see?
Come back come back
Come back to me

And I know I was wrong
When I said it was true
That it couldn't be me and be her
In between without you
Without you




“Street Fighting Man” lyrics by The Rolling Stones

Everywhere I hear the sound of marching, charging feet, boy
'Cause summer's here and the time is right for fighting in the street, boy
But what can a poor boy do
Except to sing for a rock 'n' roll band
'Cause in sleepy London town
There's just no place for a street fighting man
No

Hey! Think the time is right for a palace revolution
'Cause where I live the game to play is compromise solution
Well, then what can a poor boy do
Except to sing for a rock 'n' roll band
'Cause in sleepy London town
There's no place for a street fighting man
No

Hey! Said my name is called disturbance
I'll shout and scream, I'll kill the king, I'll rail at all his servants
Well, what can a poor boy do
Except to sing for a rock 'n' roll band
'Cause in sleepy London town
There's no place for a street fighting man
No




"Devour" lyrics by Shinedown

Take it and take it and take it and take it and take it all
Take it and take it and take it until you take us all
Smash it and crash it and thrash it and trash it
You're only toys
Try it you'll like it don't hide it don't fight it, just let it out
Steal and shoot it and kill it or take another route
Take it and take it and take it
You know they're only toys

(Chorus 1)
Devour Devour
Suffocate your own empire
Devour Devour
It's your final hour

(Chorus 2)
Devour Devour
Stolen like a foreign soul
Devour Devour
What a way to go

You want it you want it you want it
Well here it is
Everything everything everything
Isn't so primitive
Take it and take it and take it and take it and take it all

Nobody nobody wants to feel like this
Nobody nobody wants to live like this
Nobody nobody wants a war like this

(Chorus 1)

(Chorus 2)
What a way to go


Diving down…
Round and round…
Diving down…
Round and round…

(Chorus 1)

(Chorus 2)

(Chorus 1)

(Chorus 2)

What a way to go!



“Creep” Lyrics by Stone Temple Pilots

Forward yesterday
Makes me wanna stay
What they said was real
Makes me wanna steal
Livin' under house
Guess I'm livin', I'm a mouse
All's I gots is time
Got no meaning, just a rhyme

[Bridge]
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal, I like to steal

(Chorus)
I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn
It fades to gray
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn
It fades to gray
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn
It fades to gray
Well, I'm half the man I used to be, half the man I used to be

Feelin' uninspired
Think I'll start a fire
Everybody run
Bobby's got a gun
Think you're kinda neat
Then she tells me I'm a creep
Friends don't mean a thing
Guess I'll leave it up to me

[Bridge]

(Chorus)

[Bridge]

(Chorus)

I'm half the man I used to be, half the man I used to be
Half the man I used to be




"Living without You" by Shotgun Messiah

I walk the streets alone at night
A shadow in the city light
I didn't know that love could hurt
How little broken hearts are worth?

All that we had gone forever
Things that we said it will never be
livin' without you don't bother me

(Chorus)
If there's a tear in my eye
It’s not for you
Don’t flatter yourself
If there's a tear in my eye
It’s not for you

We crossed our hearts and hoped to die
We swore that we would never lie
But love just slipped away somehow
Baby, it's all over now

All that we had gone forever
Things that we said it will never be
livin' without you don't bother me

(Chorus)

You seemed so innocent, you had me blinded
What good is all your beauty, there's nothing behind it

(Solo)

(Chorus)

Lock the door and cut the lights
I won't be coming home tonight

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My name is Alex. I am the father of both cyber and satellite warfare. I was retired from the US Army at a very young age. Life has been grand I think. I love a girl named "GOO" who I have not seen in over 7 years, I hope to find her again one day. My book, which may end up several books is called "Cyber and Satellite Warfare, By Way of Insanity" will be out soon. It is the last book anyone will need to read. They began as military manuals and transgressed to just a good read. I am the real and authentic father of both cyber and satellite warfare and this is as real as it will ever get. What you are reading are only several chosen chapters out of hundreds of chapters. Specifically, this book was written between 1989 and 1998 while in college and while in my mid twenties. I am in my mid 30s now. I am not sure if I will write a biography, I want to wait and include someone in it, it is boring now. CLICK ON FULL PROFILE FOR MORE READING. Right now we are trying to lock them up and issue the death penalty on all of them.

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