PLAYING HURT

Everybody knows that some of the conservatives are classless loudmouth stinkbugs whose IQ is not quiet or classy asleep. Everybody knows all of the liberals are classless loudmouth stinkbugs whose IQ is just asleep. Everybody knows that in the heat of battle, things get nasty and a real debate is not possible; you cannot rummage through someone’s life or become so intrusive in kidnapping and abducting them and not expect this loudmouth stinkbug reprisal to kindly ask why another “terrorist hit” is necessary; especially on commandoes, anti-communists, and people who own the political real estate for the next two hundred or more years. That is as close to saying, “I am a communist, the devil, and as backwards as a jackass can put it” less the classy asleep quietness. It is almost like trading shots, you hit our side, and we hit your side; now throw down a card or leave and never come back.

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We are reasonable people who are disciplined and more often than not, quiet. If we are not quiet, then we keep “double wrapped and encrypted” levels of secrets which nobody is allowed but the few privileged few. However, we are dealing with an enemy and a political jackass whose answers and explanations are so off the charts, it becomes both a Greek tragedy and a Shakespearean comedy. A political breed of jackass Neanderthals is completely ridiculous at times but the problem is they are powerful and want to be intrusive. When you have a lack of military experience or bloodlines, you create a lack of discipline and a problem with disciplining. That is part of the problem and one of the crucial ingredients of this political breed of meandering jackass Neanderthals, a total lapse of discipline and deceit, a missing link to military experience or bloodlines.

From 1998 to 2006, you will see committed by our enemies every act of vile human rights imaginable and the same attempt to “play hurt” back. They knew there were two targets back in 2001 after 9-11 and now they had to deal with a second one after incapacitating and isolating one of them in prison.

Party of Defeat is a well-documented and disturbing account of the unprecedented attacks by leaders of the Democratic Party on a war they supported and then turned their backs on. In a democracy, criticism of war policy is legitimate and necessary. But deliberate undermining of a war policy, the authors urge, is another matter entirely. Every American concerned about the future of their country in the war on terror should consider the arguments in this book. (Written by a group of Congressmen)

- Party of Defeat, by David Horowitz, Synopsis at Amazon.com, 2008 –


You will see people who hate liberals, the left wing, and the communist mobilize just like commandoes. You will see lying on a level never before seen by the best this world can produce. You will see the devil. They managed to grab one, hit it hard, keep up pressure, and seemingly “blow it up” or “make the person blow up.” This is an enemy who is not lying or keeping secrets to acquire truth and justice. This is the devil and the enemy and they do not own two hundred years of real estate. They are wondering if they will survive the next election or another decade.

You will see exactly what they did to him committed by her but in a way to strike offense deeper, in their hearts and mind. They have more investigations head hunting to quell what seems to be a very bad situation where they managed to give the playbook and reveal secrets to the wrong people, commandoes. Then it was relayed to someone else and now they were not sure what was going to happen to them. They had to figure out who was behind it or what they intended to do with them; the implication of a terrorist link and a spy ring was damming.

"Somebody must stand up and defend my sister," she said. "I wish that those involved would refrain from bad-mouthing my sister." Hunter's sister said Rielle was being falsely portrayed as a "promiscuous person" and was not involved in "setting up" Edwards last month at a Beverly Hills hotel, where he was confronted by reporters from the National Enquirer… "She is a good and honest person, the sweetest and most caring woman one could ever hope to meet," Melissa said. "Do you think it's easy for us to just sit back and let everyone rip her to shreds and not defend her honor?" …Meanwhile, the editor of the Enquirer, which broke the story of the affair and Hunter's pregnancy, took issue with Edwards's statement distancing himself from photos purporting to be him holding Hunter's baby. Edwards admitted to ABC that he met secretly with Hunter at the Beverly Hilton to try to "keep this from becoming public." …Last week, the Enquirer published a blurry photo of a man who looks like Edwards holding a baby. The tabloid said the photo was taken at the hotel… "I don't know if that picture is me," Edwards said. "It could well be. It looks like me. I don't know who that baby is. I have no idea what the picture is." - "Edward's Ex-Lover Rejects Idea of DNA Test: Hunter Requests Privacy for Herself, her Child," by Lois Romano add Howard Kurtz, Washington Post; Sunday, August 10, 2008, A06 -

The biggest problem and what hurts a woman the most is her love. When you mess up a woman’s love life and her love in life by rewriting it or love it, then you will need to deal with a devil. You are touching upon very sacred territory which women keep extremely private. This is the most private part of their life and even higher levels of secrecy than state secrets. You just do not mess it up or rewrite it unless death becomes a riot. You are also playing with real life commandoes and our sneaky bastard enemy does not even know this and is completely unaware of what is going on. The commandoes are not sure what kind of opposition they will face or meet but they are not fully prepared for what they will encounter.

If you want to review the tapes from 1998 to 2008 it will show that Ann only has one man in her life and the inability to communicate and being stalked heavily is making this near impossible to talk through or communicate. She is trying to drop evidence so he can find it and he is trying to do the same. They are looking for each other and it is a needle in a haystack but they have a really big problem with some enemies and stalkers. She has both an enemy and a stalker. He has the most vicious enemies on this earth in his presence and they are not happy or playing around. They do not even know they are messing with and playing games with real life commandoes who they “accidentally” kidnapped and abducted. They do not even know his spouse and partner is the first to respond or is on the scene.

Rewriting her life and inflicting severe human rights violations on commandoes caused her to get really mean and inflict pain deeper and where it possesses the mind. The heart lingers much more than the pain of brute force, which is the feeling of betrayal, jealousy, stupidity, ignorance, and humiliation. The enemy does not feel shame but that is what the commandoes are for. That is not her mission; her mission is to deal with this other threat of stalking and property possession.

As if skulking and sneaking around was bad enough, she will do everything she can to drive them mad and to hit them like a flagrant mouse who admires her in order to perpetuate lies, deceit, and the devil. It will not matter if they are on her team or not, she is going to level them because she hates them now more than ever. She also has to win back his love and to help him recover after they leveled him and the commandoes. She is going to pull this enemy off, who is fixated on him, and have them stalk or skulk her while playing with their minds to make them more paranoid, fearful, and psychotic. She is going to determine how high they managed to climb the political power ladder and how bad this problem is.

America is under attack. Its institutions and values are under daily assault. But the principal culprits are not foreign terrorists. They are influential and powerful Americans secretly stirring up disunion and disloyalty in the shifting shadows of the Democratic Party. New York Times best-selling authors David Horowitz and Richard Poe (both former radicals) weave together riveting history, investigative reporting, and cutting political analysis to help expose and explain:

* The Shadow Party's plan to rewrite the US Constitution.
* How the Shadow Party overthrows foreign governments--and why it may attempt to use the same methods here.
* The vast network of private think tanks, foundations, unions, stealth PACs, and other front groups through which the Shadow Party operates in America.
* The network's voluminous contributions to the Democrats, which totaled more than $300 million in the 2004 elections, and its growing influence over the party's message and policy.
* The politicians on both sides of the aisle who have exchanged political favors with George Soros and his "government-in-the-wings."
* The Shadow Party's efforts to conceal its radical agenda behind the "moderate" pose of Hillary Clinton and other public figures.
* The radical network's plan to seize power in 2008.

- The Shadow Party: How George Soros, Hillary Clinton, and Sixties Radicals Seized Control of the Democratic Party, Synopsis at Amazon.com, 2008 -


It is all lies and a rancor but they must have meat to chase and hunt down. Without two hundred plus years of poetic political real estate futures, they feel powerful and dominant, they feel a booming voice. Who is this vile breath? Two people had to endure their vile breath and this despicable playbook, who else needs to be added to the list? The playbook of the left is well beyond any domestic problem. These are spymasters and seasoned to the core, they are predators and hunting for what they seemingly see as two hundred plus years of poetic poetic poltical real estate. These are not your garden variety spies, psychotics, and dilly waddle political operatives; they are pestilent and sorely hated.

They know they have been exposed by a higher power and they know that higher power is zooming in, closing in, isolating, and hunting them now. It must be a matter of time before they accumulated all the evidence and put a final end of this spy ring, terrorist cell, and monolithic pestilent enemy on the borders and on an endless rampage to be more intrusive and rummage through everyone. It is just a matter of time and they know the commandoes and the forces of freedom are closing in quick because they cannot produce 200 plus years of political real estate and has been exposed. There is a higher power above them and their playbook is disgusting and criminally insane. They even know we can read their minds and have access to all their secrets, yet they wish to tell us we provoke them into actions or violence.

This devil does not believe in freedom, what they do believe in is power, money, greed, lies, and burying others with deceit. They were not helping anyone, only themselves. They were messing up her love life, shacking him up with prettier or younger girls, nearly murdering him when he complained or escaped, flooding her with stalkers and new “masters”, and basically rewriting life and life on earth.

This enemy tried to rewrite our lives by rewriting certain aspects we hold dear and true such as love for each other. To frustrate and upset us in a way to create chaos and then deny any chance to clear it up or talk. They erected barriers everywhere so they would and could rewrite the future. They do drive the machinery and have full control over the future or the government. However, we make it and we do not like it when the people who only drive it, act like this vile devil creature and mistreat the ones who make it. We call them alien louts and liberals, the left wing, and communists. We are forced to be their prisoners and captives while we are silenced and they do everything in their powers to either cover up or rewrite the entire history.

Rielle Hunter, the former presidential campaign aide who had an affair with John Edwards, said yesterday that she will not pursue DNA testing to establish the paternity of her 5-month-old daughter, despite the former senator's offer to participate in such a test… In a statement provided to The Washington Post, Hunter said through her attorney that she will not be party to such a test "now or in the future." The attorney, Robert Gordon, called Hunter a "private" person who is "not running for public office" and would not comment further… "She wishes to maintain her privacy and her daughter's privacy," he said in the statement. "Furthermore, Rielle will not participate in DNA testing or any other invasion of her or her daughter's privacy now or in the future." If Hunter sticks to that position, it will ease the pressure on Edwards, who on Friday dropped his earlier denials and admitted to having an affair with Hunter in 2006 but denied being the father of the child. - "Edward's Ex-Lover Rejects Idea of DNA Test: Hunter Requests Privacy for Herself, her Child," by Lois Romano add Howard Kurtz, Washington Post; Sunday, August 10, 2008, A06 -

They only drive the car and know how to drive it, we make it. We don’t drive history, we make it also. They are merely lost and struggling in it. They now owe us 200 plus years of political real estate which they refused to stop rewriting and refused to stop shutting up. There is no doubt this is the devil and there is no doubt they need to be gone and off these borders. If not immediately then very soon. You just do not steal 200 plus years of unborn future and nearly cost this world the next third world war and sit back on a couch while watching on television. You do not go around raping people and trying to rewrite their lives so that you can protect a terrorist cell or a spy ring.

What kind of alien louts is stupid enough or braves enough to first do this on commandoes and then fumble while trying to pull it off on the entire public and the world watching? We have heard stupid and ridiculous things before but can this be so off the wall and off the charts we got their entire playbook and are on the verge of putting to an end this long enduring struggle with a piece of lying and fake feces which washed up on the beaches of these shores or were dropped out of the sky by invisible birds? They have no clue what kind of world they are living in or what kind of political future is wrapping and enveloping them in.

Even in 2008, they did not stop. They made it almost impossible to work things out and to get to the bottom of it. They began to steal the words and incorporate the message. Meanwhile those who professed to be anti-communists or even conservative right wingers began to incorporate the enemies by slandering and engaging in skullduggery. Now the enemy was giving us a break. They were mistaken and only trying to help make the world a better place.

Meanwhile, they insisted they would not stop and would continue to skulk and stalk her in order to have her “come back to them.” She was there to hurt them and make them punished for what they were doing to commandoes and rewriting our lives. She was not there to be their poster girl. She is there to strike fear and fire in their heart for being on the other side or wishing to expand to the other side. We want to kick them back to their rightful side and have them slander capitalism, anti-communism, freedom, and 200 more years from an enemy perspective, not a friendly or allied perspective.

It is all lies and a rancor but they must have meat to chase and hunt down. Both of them know whoever it is has the playbook of the left and is well beyond any domestic problem. These are spymasters and seasoned to the core, they are predators and hunting for what they seemingly see as two hundred plus years of poetic poetic poltical real estate. These are not your garden variety spies, psychotics, and dilly waddle political operatives; they are pestilent and sorely not wanted.

They know they have been exposed by a higher power and they know that higher power is zooming in, closing in, isolating, and hunting them now. It must be a matter of time before they accumulated all the evidence and put a final end of this spy ring, terrorist cell, and monolithic enemy on the borders and on an endless rampage to be more intrusive and rummage through everyone. It is just a matter of time and they know the commandoes and the forces of freedom are closing in quick because they cannot produce 200 plus years of political real estate and has been exposed. There is a higher power above them and their playbook is disgusting and criminally insane. They even know we can read their minds and have access to all their secrets, yet they wish to tell us we provoke them into actions or violence.

"In a widely discussed article in the prestigious journal Behavioral and Brain Sciences (1995), the late Linda Mealy addressed the issue of what makes a sociopath versus a psychopath. She argued that there are two basic types of sociopathy- the primary type which is genetically-based, extremely dangerous, and almost impossible to treat (the psychopath) and the secondary type which can emerge in most highly masculine males when under stress or provocation (the “sociopath” in common terms). That is, there is a small number of persistently dangerous psychopaths out there motivated by their own inner demons (e. g., the monstrous Jerry Inman who brutally raped and murdered Clemson student Tiffany Sauers), and a substantially large number of sociopaths ready to be set off under elicitative conditions such as natural disasters, social breakdown, group conflict and war, and even a soccer match that goes the wrong way.

I was one of 30 or so discussants of the Mealy article, and my emphasis was on the “warrior hawk” aspects of primary and secondary sociopathy. In my view, most of the world is populated by peaceful “doves” who can go about their daily tasks of eating well and living well, producing and rearing offspring, producing and maintaining a particular culture, and enjoying a modicum of liberty and freedom when- and only when- their particular warrior class (”hawks”) provides protection against the tribe down the river or against some foreign power threatening to invade. If the Ogboos over the mountain have a core group of six warrior hawks and your tribe has merely two or even none, then do not plan on a good night’s sleep until the balance of power slips in your favor.

The warrior hawk is typically male, large and muscular, prone to recklessness and excess, fearless and brave by nature, easily aroused to fighting and combat, and is extremely loyal to band and tribe. In light of Harvey Mansfield’s new book on Manliness, he is not very “sensitive” or empathic and is manly to the core. Moreover, he is great defender of cultural order and propriety but not a very good practitioner. While these warriors are away on the hunt or on what Harvard anthropologist Richard Wrangham calls the “lethal raid” against neighboring groups, they are lionized and worshipped by the home tribe much as our star athletes are today. But when they come home their presence is problematic…they become what I called “warriors without portfolio” in the Mealy article. They may bully, force themselves on females, fight among themselves, and simply be a threat to life and limb to everyone around them. They may compromise the freedom and liberty of others, but without them there is no freedom and liberty. They are all that stands between you and the warrior hawks of a strange and foreign entity that at minimum will subvert and alter your way of life, or, at maximum, will destroy you and your group altogether.

In my various commentaries in MND, I have argued that traditional American life, Christianity, and conservative ways of thinking were given up with little or no fight in the cultural revolution of the sixties as the warrior hawks of the left marched unopposed into the universities, law schools, the news and entertainment media, the churches, and every other important nook and cranny of our culture. The fact that these new brand of “warriors” were skinny nerds and dweebs with high IQs who could not whip my granny in a fistfight makes their complete and total victory even more puzzling. When the traditional American wears T-shirts that say “my country is for the taking” or “we whipped Hitler and there is no fight left in us” or “occupation of mind, body, and soul is really not that bad when you get used to it” can we blame the intellectual termites for invading our grand mansion of democracy?"

"Decline of the Warrior Male: Is Ann Coulter the Last of the "Real Men" on the Intellectual Right? By Kent G. Bailey, PhD, June 11, 2006 -



TIME LINE FROM 1990 TO 2008:

Here is a time line of events from 1990 to 2008:

1. Began with these ideas in 1989: (SATWAR, computer stereo, something like the internet and information sharing, writing software, mostly SATWAR related; heavily technology based education). What about the user manual and how you apply it? We have to develop that also and research it now with the Cold War over. This was a celebration and the end of communism also and time to fall in love or get married. The world was chaos still.
2. There was a lot of schooling. Virginia Tech in 1988, Georgia in 1991 to 1993, and back to Virginia in 1993.
3. Most if not all military training and combat skills was completed before age 18 under the guidance of World War II veterans and retired Pentagon Generals. They were not the new breeds, these were the old timers and they had the 1960s on their minds. Back then and after Vietnam, they had a club in and around Washington DC of old timers who got together on their own time and money. They did not get paid a cent, it was their dreams. It was the military family and a social circle back then, not what it grew into today. Today it is a total farce. They wished things perfect even if they would not last to see it.
4. There is no manual and things are by ear and experience. It is like life, you take it one day at a time and do not know what to expect.
5. Things really began in 1990 and the first contact or communication was conducted at Georgetown University or Affirmative Action by a conservative speaker named Dinesh not more than two weeks of “honeymooning.” No other speech was heard from Dinesh afterwards. Ann committed to trailing Alex from here on and faithfulness. They both began to plot their political course together and share ideas so they would be one.
6. In December, not more than a few months, enrollment and entry into the US Army was in order. It was that quick and it was going to get quicker and faster.
7. Military service was complete in 1993 and retired in 1995 for new missions and public service. A heavy regime of diet, exercise, rollerblading, running, and body building was in order for the next five years. It was hard books, college and nonstop obsessive exercise. He hit the ground and the beaches in 1993 for the first time ever in history.
8. In 1998, he met her and she bragged about writing her first book and sent a picture of her new residence and computer. She wanted to say hi and was really excited. She hid her age but this began the courtship. It will only be a matter of time given the level of social events and friendly dating at this time. No work and no book are going to be written until the personal life is fixed and complete. Ann is really excited even hallucinating because she had been waiting for ten years now. People got suspicious and felt a conservative conspiracy and revolution. Something and a lot of some things were going on.
9. The book was done but missing a personal life completely. It was all addictive and obsessive working for ten years and nonstop military training. What about marriage and family or biological needs? What about retirement and companionship? The entire book is done, all that is needed is engagement which we sit and wait until things develop. Let’s take time off, get a job and work on the personal life. Its time for a family and marriage! It is time to be a mom and have kids! Now if that does not excite a woman, what does? She has to study him or else they will tear each other apart. We are talking long term and a lifetime, no mistakes are necessary. It is better to observe and not act rash; just observe and learn.
10. In 1998, with a new apartment and a female diva roommate named Cassandra (also a look alike to Ann), things were good for a little while but the attacks began in 1999 and in a maelstrom. Cassandra was interested and began asking for dates and intimacy. All hell soon breaks out at work with the liberals “trying to help.” They are forcing two people together and causing so much pain while no interest existed between them. Things are crazy. Cassandra is like the football champion of women and now she wants marriage and things were really confusing. So her best friend is the attention now and even more “pretty” and she begins sleeping with her best friend. Total insanity but tempting.
11. In 1999, the FBI is contacted and several meetings with them are made to relay odd events not knowing why or what was happening. Was this a terrorist hit or a terrorist attack on America and this was “signaling a prelude.” While living with Cassandra, he is friendly dating a South African nanny who is a foreign student. Again, there is absolutely no interest in these girls but they are very aggressive. It is only friendly dating and they are not looking for sex. Now you have a hornets nest.
12. Now began the string of job firings and blacklisting. No further job offers ever again after 1999 in government related work. Day trading and online stock trading begins for 8 months with tech stocks. Now it is working at home trading stocks twice a day. (Does this sound like war protesting and the Vietnam War? They were treating veterans and seasoned commandoes like this.) Soon we will learn who is behind it and what they want, it is about Vietnam and the 1960s; what happened 30 years after. This was about Vietnam.
13. Homosexuality was a big theme and nonstop attempts to rape you. You had no say or any way to complain. They force themselves on your life and they rummage through it. Even if you called them the F word, they become amused; a shot in the arm pride. When you are waiting for your life partner and they flood you with sex, and then call you homophobic, you get disgusted and angered. You love someone and you are waiting for them but in the waiting room are also cannibals who always have to have proof of who they are. It is a strong effort in 1999 and then 2006 and nobody knows why. Nobody ever changed their mind on the topic.
14. Cyber Warfare was created in 1999 after doing computer security for the Pentagon and not having any offensive defense to hostile computers. The attacks were hostile but not violently conducted to breach retaliation. It was encroachment and parading power. A lot of analysis was conducted by reviewing DoD computer defenses. It was a complete open target and a sitting duck. (Now we can use this for SATWAR also instead of parachuting down somewhere.) We finally had a better picture of SATWAR.
15. A lot of internet activity and we are talking secretly on there via chatting. We set up a password system to identify secret identities. A lot of internet related issues.
16. In 1999, things were copasetic with her; however, she was not under fierce attack yet. She did not have SDI or the program. She was considered insignificant but was criticizing powerful people heavily and being ridiculed as not an insider. She is going after all of the alien louts on both sides and touting her own horn. They did not take her seriously yet. Something we were also doing as commandoes for attention and career building (one year after college). Immediately, she made enemies and bad blood but she was not wrong or telling lies. The alien louts are despicable, liars, frauds, and full of hate or bigotry. They need to be taken to the wood shed and beaten with a stick but they become rebellious and defiant.
17. Communications with the FBI stops and life comes to a standstill. Nothing is right. A maelstrom is everywhere the minute a drive or a commute is public. At odd hours and midnight hours, the coast is clear or not present. Only during public and daytime hours. When other areas are checked, it is not present. The beach is clear, they are not there. It is a certain hour and specific places with no other frequencies or organization. The problem is isolated in and around the Washington DC area. The FBI thinks it is a joke.
18. Ann is getting panic calls and she is confused and also panicked. What is going on and who is doing it? We thought the problem was the left wing but this was huge and they controlled DC and all of government. This was huge and we are going to get slaughtered. Ann is getting the intelligence reports also, something is definitely wrong and we going to figure out who and what is behind it and either shut it down or kills it if it is the devil. We are looking for a few specific suspects intentionally and have their dossier. This does not seem like them, but who is it and why? It is almost identical to hunting a serial killer and using “props and victims” to lure it. This one is twice as smart as the serial killer and is the devil. If it is an alien species, we will not kill it but will learn from it to determine if they are attacking earth. All of them are remote viewers and psychic; but then, so are we. Scared yet because it gets even better and more painful.
19. Under attack and shut down Alex shuts down. He is taken to the edge and on the verge. Decides to contact her and ask her to meet him. Need to find out who it is and need to cement a personal life and another anchor. He feels a free fall and asks for her. The step begins to reunite and at Ocean City, Md. in 2000. Two years after college and nothing is going right. Attacks are daily and anything public or appearance is a maelstrom of attacks. The only safe place is to stay at home. Now every weekend is at the beach where Lori shows up.
20. From 2000 to 2002, Ann is not behind this and she can claim what she wants when she wants. She knows she will win having 20 years compared to a new friend and random acquaintance. Someone knows about us. Someone begins to see this as a conspiracy. Ann is being fed info and it will not be long until we are under attack again. This time, it is really fierce and directed towards an innocent girl. Someone who is plucked out of a crowd and random. She has nothing to do with anything or anyone. (the cover story is we are dating – was this the switch-a-rood or the wife swap game) The game now has turned into “marry the other side” and a hooker service or cupid services for this that is nothing more than a nuisance.
21. Lawyers are consulted at this time and told of the events after no FBI actions. The operative word is slander. After hearing all the events and incidences, all of them use one legal term which the state of Virginia is very lenient with, slander. The case now builds for slander only and a coming court challenge. Nothing is right and everything is messed up; emotional breakdowns are frequent and anger during the heat of battle and while under attack. It is a war zone and we are moving legally to kill it.
22. Things are coming down and time off is calming matters. Fishing trips for two weeks on the bay, crabbing late at night, visits to the eastern shore with plans to live on the water or at the beach. The only jobs allowed are minimum wage or entrepreneurship. Life is now struggling and an avalanche of financial pressure. 2002 is the FED EX CUSTOM CRITICAL contractor job to land the highest paid contracts in the industry. After 6 months they shut that down and began ticketing heavily using police powers. Travel all over the USA and party in every city. Plans now were to live at the beach where they were not at.
23. 2002 is the attacks at the beach and a 3 year federal imprisonment which is nothing more than a “terrorist hit.” The FBI and someone defined a terrorist hit as “sending a threatening letter” accidentally to an unknown and anonymous journalist. Making the investigation go away by killing the one behind it. Put slander aside now. Now everything was shut down and Ann took them to near paranoid delusional shut down. They were sure a conspiracy was in order and it would not be long. They had to hunt and the best way is to adduct or kidnap one of them and see who comes to rescue. Who is going to rescue is going to be the new target. They will be stalked and investigated 24-7 while their life is shut down. They managed to stop and block the slander case with a 3 year imprisonment.
24. Things end for Ann in 2002. Her personal life was ended and affected in every way. By observing she was yelled at by both sides. Her slander case came to an end and was quashed. She was alone now and it was back to the drawing boards. She is scared now and this is the devil. This is no longer a joke or some bickering matter. They just shut down her life and was about to kill her life partner or leave him for dead unless she did something. He had to surrender and give in as result of the terrorist hit on an innocent person who he thought was Ann who abandoned the idea because it was too dangerous. She was yelled at because of this danger level and how vicious they were getting, “get in their now.” This surrender was to figure out who we were dealing with, where the trial would lead, and if there was any end or how far they would go. This is the devil with no doubts. We are chasing this thing and trying to identify and figure out futures. We need their playbook. The only way is to be shot up by it and the pain is excoriating, beyond torture.
25. Federal prison can be summed up as constant fist fights and bombarded by drugs until the skin felt it was peeling off; afterwards a long coma and death. They are trying to damage and mutilate as much as they can. How do you make a fashion model into a total bag of disappointment and slander them physically. This was another level of slander called physical slander and violence, thug behavior. A satellite was dropped off to see where it would land or who would get it. We had to trace it as a lead.
26. Nearly crippled and with speech gone, things stopped. The world stopped. Ann was worried what would be our future if any. She waited and went through the toughest part of her life and her descent to the abyss. Her personal life was wrecked. She was told to move on and save herself by Alex. Things cannot get any worse and she went on an obsessive writing and book crusade to reclaim life itself. This was not about the SATWAR program; this was about her personal life and his. What would be their personal life afterwards and what could they salvage? They are hitting harder than terrorist combatants. Even conservatives are slandering us. Our loyalties are tested and made to shut up. Total mistreatment and utter insanity of really dumb or uneducated people who have property domination. They are saying we do not respect property while they rummage through our life and touch everywhere they want. Again our little traitor runs amuck.
27. Because of the injuries it was hard to talk to Ann. We were very careful and using extreme care to not upset or force conversations. There was anger. There was pain. Most of all there was relief even if it was depressing. It was time to focus and walk again. Life was empty and torture. Days were long and nothing. Sleep was the only comfort. Nothing fit and everything had changed. You do not know what is going to happen and been in a coma for a year. Everything had moved on and changed without you.
28. Years had passed from 2002 to 2005. Days were spent asleep and in a coma, a lonely corner in a cold cell with nobody to talk to or understand. After all, it was surrender and meant to stop the attacks, a sacrifice for a better future. There was a long break with Ann and a long silence while this happened. Those were the only years she was missing or not there. In 2005, her first words were “do you remember me” … “yes how you are, it’s been years”… “Why are you still here”… “Just get some rest”… there was no change in the person but things had definitely changed in both of us. It was a hell of a fright and the future was very bleak and uncertain.
29. It was a slow process and reintroduction in 2005, “I think I died and I do not know they broke everything or tried to”… “Their okay just gets some rest”… “Did things change in our life while I was gone”… “What changed and why you are still here”… she was no longer talkative, no longer enthusiastic and wanting to talk, she was scared, only understanding and comforting. You could feel the fright and apprehensions. She was happy though and you could tell. Never rushing and waiting patiently to be happy. She would not say anything until April of 2008 or what she truly felt and went through… “I am so sorry, I am so sorry for everything that happened”… She came forward only after he came forward to tell the story.
30. One of the elders had died while in a coma, he left money in his memory and to only one person, me. The Generals could not say anything; they died not saying a word. Nobody knows the secrets they took to their graves, nobody. They were proud but someone stepped on their dreams and they knew it. It was hard to tell if they too died knowing what they knew, they said nothing and wanted no word of it.
31. The only person who understood and heard was Ann. This was tearing her up inside also. She wanted revenge and to get even. To be exonerated and to salvage what she could. She wanted to be strong and was told to be strong and never to cry. Never cry no matter how much it hurts, always channel it. That is how you become immortal. You do not cry, you let it boil inside you and you take strength from it when the demons are released into the air.
32. Life had been and was so lonely and detached. Nobody came and nobody knew. It was all a secret which only two people were in. Life was dead and days were so long and empty because nobody was there, Ann did come back and she did wait for her friend. She said nothing of the years that passed. She made no effort to explain or tell any story.
33. with life stopped and hanging, recovery and therapy was taking place in 2005 (dinner out every night, living in different houses, staying at home, seclusion and peace, loosing weight and shopping, being taken care of as an invalid, lots of family things, trip to California, and a new education with towing cars and emergency services). 2006 was a lot of concerts, dating, getting back on foot, (broke every record towing cars such as 22 tows in one day repeatedly around Washington DC, which is impossible unless you memorize every street in the 4 counties there; this proves they did not damage the thinking and motor skills with the drugs and things were back to normal again. They tried to trash everything and cover it all up, erase it, or rewrite it.)
34. 2006 was money year of bonuses, rock concerts, setting records, buying cars and property, vacation to Manhattan, dating and investigating a Russian model that appeared out of nowhere, and relocating to Canada to start over. The book showed up on eBay and was being read heavily. It was also all over Craig’s list which soon banned it. Everybody was writing books.
35. In 2006, there were a lot of online attacks and activity and things were online now. Hacking was daily and 10, 000 dollars of damaged or destroyed equipment. A lot of online business taking place and research into new technologies while gone. A new condo was bought with cash, a convertible sports car, a luxury car, and lots of online selling of computer and electronics. The internet hit big.
36. Until 2008 it was mistreatment and the brunt of jokes or abuse. “You are a loser, nobody likes you, nobody wants you, you are hated, you are fired, you do not fit in, you are rude, you are difficult, you are weak, you are provoking us, you make us mad, you are poor, you are a second class citizen, go home and get out of our country, etc…” this was from alien louts who owe us 200 plus years of political real estate if their Khmer Rogue life can wither enough muster and power. How weak are they, maybe 12 months into the future, no more. Now look back with hindsight and ask who is trying to rewrite history?
37. 2006 is the magic year for the book. The core was completed in January of 2006 which was already written with the backbone of the SATWAR program. Then in April of 2006 after relocation, the remainder was completed, hundred of chapters.
38. In January of 2008, Ann closed in and got closer. She had a story to tell and finally told it in April of 2008. Her stalkers really panicked in January of 2008 to June of 2008 because their hoax and lies were unraveling.



The stalkers and the monolithic plot to squash the Vietnam era by protesting and reinvigorating the 1960s knew back in the 1990s after Ronald Reagan. In 1998 they were laying in wait to ambush us. They felt some conspiracy was at work and a right wing revolution was coming. They knew and they knew about this love connection back in 1999 maybe even before. How did they know when only two people knew for sure, maybe they suspected it and used the 24-7 surveillance and police powers to not only harass, torture, and maim but to also pull in more prey and victims. Their yield and our yield can be compared. We don’t see any of their stories and we know they are utterly silenced by how guilty they are.

The stalker issue has not been resolved. Ann has not even kissed anyone. Nobody can produce not one love letter or any amorous search. If a woman puts this much effort into her love life only to have a stalker come along and claim it as his, that is disturbing, especially to her. She does not act like a single woman or attend single events like a bachelor. She is flooded with offers, but still we have this problem with stalkers and someone who “wants her back.” There is even a problem with conservatives; there is even a problem with Republicans and even the right wing. Just put everything liberal and left wing in the trash can as not scary at all and let’s deal with the scary psychopaths who think and feel they are anti-communists or really tough and hard to please conservatives.

There is a problem with friends who surround you while the manipulate you and force you to choose them or us. That is a no brainier, it will be us. She humiliates them, squashes their hearts, has nothing in common with them, but yet we have such a difficult problem with stalkers who are trying to prove “a love connection.” How do you make a jackass or a leftist understand, pain? They see pain as love and admiration of how tough they are. This is one step short of a serial killer missing the final act of murder, at least not yet. You can ask any profiler and they will tell you the same information and the malfunction which is only missing the legal merits of murder. It is just as repugnant and offensive while they accuse others of being salacious because it hurts their control and power.

The problem with a stalker is when they let go and stop trying. The way to hurt a stalker is to play along and act as if nothing is wrong. It is like a rubber band. If the stalker did something which was so offensive so they could create an opportunity or get rid of someone they felt they had no chance beating, then it only works when the person staking does not know. It is like rape and sleeping with your rapist. There are ways to hurt a stalker and to have them let go. The problem is they do not understand and they do not process information or consent. This is about consensual and knowledge. A stalker denies any consent and acts in a manner to hide knowledge. It ends up feeling like rape but to the stalker, it is power and a way of acting out what serial killers view as “God like powers.” We can take pages out of serial killer manuals and apply the same ideas.

The war on terror, even if we had been chasing these people since 1989, is the only affair we have been locked out of. Torture is not used for truth or investigating the truth. Lies are perpetuated not for the end game or truth telling. Investigations and police powers are not intended to fulfill anything other than political ideology and political agendas. Lives are destroyed and the liberal game of slander keeps them initialized and in the hunt. If you criticize them they are like a pack of wolves. It is almost like nationalism, strong on foreign terrorism and weak on domestic ones. Now you can unite with patriotic themes and nationalism of one church. We were locked out of our own war by whom other, the Khmer rogues and liberals. They put their agenda above the search for truth and World War III or victory, and then tried to sell that war to the public which was missing some essential nuts and bolts.

The war on terrorism was closely reviewed by both of us. We had been targeted by a domestic threat who then called on their guards and spymasters who wanted to humiliate us and “small us.” Therefore, strong on foreign terrorism and a weak on everything else is an excuse for liberals to stay in the game. It is like the race card used to compete and stay in the game. It is like taking a position and not even knowing what it is for. We do not drive the vehicle, we make it. We don’t claim we sell it and we don’t claim to drive it well; we make it. Like history, we make it and do not rewrite it. Liberals are the ones who rewrite history and try to over and over to rewrite the lives of others. They are intrusive and rummage through everything claiming strong on terrorism and weak on everything else.

Not only was this bipartisan clamor, but heroes on the liberal, left wing, and communist side were now speaking up and speaking out about how “they” stood idly by while the nation was being hijacked and nobody could do anything about it or know. This is where you need special knowledge and training. We are talking about outright scandal and shake-ups as far as the eye can see. We are talking about financial mismanagement and terror off the charts. We are talking about offenses intended to shake the bones into surrender and intimidating the voices to not testify or show up. We are talking about multiple cabinets of floundering desperate go-getters and do-gooders who need others to do so-good. We are talking about a total lack of judgments and an understanding of how wrong going away can make it right again; that is right and wrong, get lost not become more clueless. We are talking about a total lack of judgments intended to restore

I was first irritated with Ann when she suggested we should invade Muslim nations, kill their leaders, and convert them to Christianity. I stopped short of supporting the decision to fire her from The National Review. But I did cringe at the thought of anti-Christians using her statements to hurt our religion. You know the people I’m talking about. They’re the ones who try to use the Crusades to suggest that Christianity is “just the same” as radical Islam… And, speaking of radical Islam, there was also her “rag head” comment at CPAC a couple of years ago. After she said it a conservative Muslim stood up and politely asked her to reconsider her use of the term. It wasn’t her suggestion that she would stop saying “rag head” when Muslims stop flying planes into buildings that bothered me. It was the rude manner in which she spoke to the student. I’m usually rude to arrogant liberal college students in order to make them more humble. Ann is rude to humble conservative college students in order to sell books. – “Ann Coulter's Conservative Sell-Out,” Mike S. Adams, Friday, March 07, 2008 -


Homosexuality was a big theme and nonstop attempts to rape you. The worst was in prison when they emphasized this humiliation with endless searches and into the 20+ times. It leaves you with a lasting impression of why or who is behind it or why they would emphasize homosexuality with such disturbing intrusions. You had no say or any way to complain. They force themselves on your life and they rummage through it. Even if you called them the F word, they become amused; a shot in the arm pride. You get buried by them and buried with hundreds of legal problems and the worst part is you hold 200 plus years of political real estate and they are absolutely insignificant traitors.

When you are waiting for your life partner and they flood you with sex, and then call you homophobic, you get disgusted and angered. You love someone and you are waiting for them but in the waiting room are also cannibals who always have to have proof of who they are. It is a strong effort in 1999 and then 2006 and nobody knows why. Nobody ever changed their mind on the topic. Do not come to the debate or hold a position until you make clear and vivid how you view anti-communism, it gets crazy from there. You have to be anti-communists to debate for conservatism or for anti-communists.

From 1989 to 2008 scandal is the accepted norm. These scandals signify a level of misfirings and misjudgments. It signifies a complete inability to judge their fellow Americans and Allies. It signifies a serious problem with standards and the ability to call oneself a citizen or a “master” while creating and perpetuating this nastiness and orgy of bad and reckless behavior. It is also greatly exaggerated so as to present the greatest offense. In the end, the goal is to hate fellow Americans and Allies. The goal is to further this misjudgment and to stop the judgment process. The goal is to attack and target those who are judging and never letting them get a chance to be happy or stalk them into suicidal torment by creating this liberal, left wing, and communist prison of peers and powerful elites. We are only able to recognize how dangerous it is after they complete the cradle to grave and what is even more puzzling is why the escalation doubled and tripled under the Administration of the Bush families and not limited to the Clinton eras. This time the scandal did not want the number 1 choice playing it to the end of despondency of more sex scandals and salacious innuendoes. When they knew, they would kick up a surge just like a terrorist to break the backs and egg on more all out war.


The Vietnam issue and protest has not been resolved either because we are waiting for the alien louts to put forward and give this world two hundred plus years of victory for the anti-communist forces. Unless they can at least play a card or give us something close, they really have no business and really need not be in this business. They should not even be on the borders trying desperately to kill us or this two hundred plus years of unborn history. We have politely asked them to leave and they are nasty, angry, and savagely standing there looking like a meandering Neanderthal in a cave with no light.

We need them to either pay up their dues or get out. You cannot steal and rewrite the future with leftist and communist demands or declare yourself conservatives to make slandering more credible. This is a creature skulking on both sides of the fence and on the verge of some global playing hurt which is patiently waiting for them around the corner and way into the distant future. If they do not like it, then should stop reproducing and infecting the minds of everyone. Why are they even here?

"Where on earth was the intellectual right while all of this was going on? Where was our core of warrior hawks that was ready to march against the Marxist, communist, socialist, and “liberal” invaders? Were we so paralyzed by “white guilt” (see Shelby Steele’s new book) that we allowed the radical left to shape our behavior through the clever use of words and concepts that all revolve around the notion that Christians of European descent are racist and sexist bigots to the core and deserve to be relegated to the margins of society. With the clever phrase “sir have you no shame” the personally flawed warrior hawk Tailgunner Joe was transformed into the personification of evil and, indeed, was hounded to his death at age 48. Seeing that a mere five words could annihilate its relentless foe and simultaneously stop the anti-communism movement in its tracks was exhilarating to the radical left and set the stage for their attack on traditional society.

The great and definitive victory over McCarthy set into motion a kind of linguistic sweepstakes where radicals on the left competed with one another for the most indignant, the most colorful, and most inflammatory verbal attacks on the majority that their devious minds could manufacture. It started with accusations of Commie baiting, then racism, then sexism, then homophobia, then right wing Christianity, and now we epitomize evil “nativism” for trying to stave off an alien influx that will re-define the majority and transform our country forever. The radical left has a well-stocked armory of conceptual firebombs that it routinely tosses at the majority with impunity.

...Like all members of the warrior class, Ann Coulter may be brutal and harsh in the din of battle and her attacks on the opposition are not always pretty. Yet, who else is willing to call the termites of the left exactly what they are- slanderous, treasonous, and godless radicals who are committed to the goal of first subverting and then re-defining American culture in the Marxist image. Aside from a precious few on the religious right, Ann is the only “real man” in the fight for our side, and the least the rest of us can do is provide moral and spiritual support and leave the criticism to the opposing side."

"Decline of the Warrior Male: Is Ann Coulter the Last of the "Real Men" on the Intellectual Right? By Kent G. Bailey, PhD, June 11, 2006 -


They are the devil and we dare them to tell the story we just told from their side. Their yield was nothing and got them the death penalty. Our yield, which we knew and was a quiet secret, did not turn out the way we had imagined or dreamed when we were kids in 1989. All we did was channel it and let it boil so we can use it as energy tablets when and if needed. That is why they are so weak; they have no energy and no energy tablets.

If they want energy tablets and energy, then they better ask if they have any political future. They will need to produce 200 plus years of political real estate and show us the future. Then they have to tell this story to the media which we know will be purposely avoided. It will end their political careers. Their attempt to rewrite and steal the future was foiled and failed. They have no stories to tell, only federal charges and a trap waiting for them. We will know if they admit to being the devil and how violent they are.

We can go on and on with this for a long time and why she did what she did and to whom. The real voice is right heard and it is a loud boom which will be heard for the next 200 plus years. Now is that conservatism or right wing politics or is it a conspiracy of losers and fakes? So why does it hurt so well now in August of 2008? Why does it hurt to laugh at such a Greek tragedy while watching a Shakespearean puppet comedy? Is it real or is it just a dangerous, brutish, ugly world?

This was from alien louts who owe us 200 plus years of political real estate if their Khmer Rogue life can wither enough muster and power. How weak are they, maybe 12 months into the future, no more; they will need a card as we have with 200 plus years written on it. They need not play the empty suits, the race card, the terrorist card, or the conservative card, less use party influence and domination. Their efforts to rewrite history and our life failed and it is because they are the true felons and will go down in history as felons. That is the only credible story out there and will be in history unless or until someone knows the real story which they refuse to say but showed us by using their playbook on us.

“Utopian and collectivist ideas are as American as Plymouth Rock. The Pilgrims, like America’s secular communists of the nineteenth century, hoped to build a city upon a hill. And like other sectarian groups that later found refuge in America, the Pilgrims attempted to build their utopia upon communist principles. In contrast to nineteenth-century American communists, sectarian and secular, and akin to most twentieth-century Europeans living under communists, the Pilgrims’ system was imposed on them from without. The edict to abolish private property and pool resources came from an unlikely source: Plymouth colony’s capitalist investors, who unwisely, and ironically, feared that the colonists’ private greed would eat away at investment profits. Under communism, which reigned in Plymouth colony from 1620 to 1623, Pilgrim bellies and investor wallets starved.

…Such communities flourished in America thanks to the unique qualities of the new republic. In Europe, peculiar religious sects were unwelcome where there was unity of church and state, while centralized governments, rigid class structures, and a paucity of land made separation from society possible only by the drastic act of emigration. In contrast, America’s federalism allowed for a diversity of governments and a plethora of competing experiments. The unsettled frontier provided plenty of land to conduct experiments in communal living. Religious freedom promised that sects could go about their business unmolested by government. And the open-door policy invited those whose beliefs conflicted with the beliefs that governed their homelands.

Disaffected Europeans came through that open door. The Shakers came from England, the Harmonists and Zoarites from the German states, and the Jansonites from Sweden. A wave of secular communists followed the wave of sectarian communists—Icarians from France, the Modjeskans from Poland, Owenites from Great Britain. Ideas, unaccompanied by masses of people, immigrated, too. Fourierism was a system made in France but tested in America.

America’s first aliens were aliens twice over. Outsiders in their own countries for economic, religious, political, or myriad other reasons, misfits in Europe often came to America, where they found that they were misfits once again.

Jesus Christ came to America in 1774, and her name was Ann Lee. Like Jesus of Nazareth, Ann of Manchester came of humble (earthly) parentage. Neither fisherman nor carpenter, Lee did work in a cotton factory and as a cook in an infirmary (in which she was later committed). Lee never learned to read or write, so her life’s works were chronicled by her followers. She faced persecution—by the state in Britain, by the mob in America.” – A Conservative History of the American Left, by Daniel J. Flynn, 2008 -


A lack of standards and morals is not a way to judge others and declare them mentally ill. That is similar to ensconcing the killing of the devil a mental illness and an act of hateful goodness. With equal sameness, we can apply the same misjudgment with foreign terrorism. You do not stand firm on foreign terrorism and allow everything else including domestic terrorism.

There has to be a standard to judge versus the political power to slander those who are doing the judging. Now terrorist hits are prosecuted on "threatening letters" only and not the origin of the terrorist hit. Here was a plan to stick it to the anti-communists and teach them to never clamor about the liberals, the left wing, the communists, war protestors, peace activist, and most of all the war on poverty and the welfare state. It was now the left wing and the poor who were on the hunt after the bad guys and the communists and it was not a pleasant experience at all.

This strong on terrorism but weak on everything else, was a total loony joke into the extreme absurd. Being dependent now meant you had to or were forced down on your knees and surrendered by converting or “indoctrinated” into the Godless dogma church of liberalism. This was not a strategy; they felt it was saving your soul and some eternal judgment by God; it was a crusade by the devil that had convinced itself it was now a victim of some right wing conspiracy. Yes the devotion to poverty saved our souls. You and others were berated because you personified the military, had that special discipline, and attacked based on anti-communism while they called you a phony discipline and asked for cooperation to the opposite extremes.

Apparently, our anti-communism and conservatism is just not good enough for theirs because they don’t like you either. You can never win against the devil and the liberals, never, this being they totally lack discipline, cannot recognize danger, stumble along with real commandoes, and have an empty message which they flood the media with in order to collect advertisement dollars. At most this is the same creature we are trying to rid of but claims a conservative or liberal voice based on a libertarian principle which espouses freedom as the right to slander anyone while hiding and skulking through the lives of everyone in order to be more or less intrusive.

All we want is the devil gone and this problem with declaring the killing of the devil a mental illness. You do not judge others based on a lack of standards and provide a phony science because you can vote or own property. When we ask them to show us the cards for the next 200 plus years of political real estate and victory of World War three, the jackass stinkbug loudmouth Neanderthal looks back with a stupid stare, shows their voter card, tells us how important they are because of property rights, and unwinds a list of insults while they declare victory at the polls.

Simply put, they have no ticket on any nuclear sub and they do not claim anywhere near 100 or 200 years of the future. When you read the companion books, you will see and feel who squandered the political real estate of the next 100-200 years and jeopardized the future of and all military operations perhaps even a victory at World War. You will see who has the blue prints, who tried to steal the blue prints, why they tried and failed, and what began to unwind slowly as the “stalking and capture” of two or more people by one enemy not supposed to be planted here. We need this gone and not to be some false impetus in our lives.


Now what is the real mental illness here and why are we being challenged by the devil, some meandering Neanderthal political jackass breed, and the mother ship of an alien lout who has no science or understanding to their own behavior less able to control their temptation to falsely judge and slander others by rewriting or vocalizing their true intent? Why we are in this predicament in the first place and why are we being buried by it or the total lack of security? In a shooting war, this breed of jackasses would last for a few seconds on a battlefield and unit cohesion would actually weed out the problems even handedly.


"Bad Girlfriend" lyrics by Theory of a Dead Man

My girlfriend's a d@ck magnet
My girlfriend's gotta have it
She's hot can't stop up on stage doing shots
Tip the man he'll ring the bell; get her drunk she'll scream like hell
Dirty girl getting down dance with guys from outta town
Grab her @ss acting tough
Mess with her she'll f**k you up
No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned
but she's coming back to my place tonight

She likes to shake her @ss
She grinds it to the beat
She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth
I like to strip her down
She's naughty to the end
You know what she is no doubt about it
She's a bad bad girlfriend

Red thong party's on love this song sing along
Come together leave alone see you later back at home
No one really knows if she’s drunk or is she's stoned
But she's coming back to my place tonight
I say
No one really knows just how far she's going to go
But I'm gonna find out later tonight

(Chorus)

Doesn't take her long to make things right
But does it make her wrong to have the time of her life
The time of her life
(My girlfriend's a dick magnet)
(My girlfriend's gotta have it)

She's a gold digger
Now you figure out its over pull the trigger
Futures finished there it went savings gone
The money spent

Look around and all I see
Is no good bad and ugly?
Man she’s hot and fixed to be
The future ex-Miss…

(Chorus)



“Hanging by a Moment” lyrics by Lifehouse

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...

(Chorus)
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....

(Chorus)

Just hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment here with you


"Fake It" lyrics by Seether

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self esteem along the way

(Bridge)
Good god, you're comin' up with reasons
Good god, you're draggin' it out
Good god, it's the changin' of the seasons
I feel so raped
So follow me down...

(Chorus)
And just fake it if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong here
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite

And you should know that the lies won't hide your flaws
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way

(Bridge)

(Chorus)

Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite
Whoa, whoa

I can fake it with the best of anyone
I can fake it with the best of 'em all
I can fake it with the best of anyone
I can fake it all

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self esteem along the way

(Bridge)


And just fake it, if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong here
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite

(Chorus)



"Home Sweet Home" lyrics by Motley Crue

You know I'm a dreamer
But my heart's of gold
I had to run away high
So I wouldn't come home low
Just when things went right
Doesn't mean they're always wrong
Just take this song and you'll never feel
Left all alone

Take me to your heart
Feel me in your bones
Just one more night
And I'm comin' off this
Long & winding road

I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home
Tonight, tonight
I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home

You know that I've seen
Too many romantic dreams
Up in lights, fallin' off the silver screen

My heart's like an open book
For the whole world to read
Sometimes nothing keeps me together at the seams

I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home
Tonight, tonight
I'm on my way
Just set me free
Home Sweet Home
Home Sweet Home
Home Sweet Home
Home Sweet Home

I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home Sweet Home
Yeah
I'm on my way
Just set me free
Home Sweet Home



"Hurts So Good" lyrics by John Cougar Mellencamp

When I was a young boy,
Said put away those young boy ways
Now that I'm gettin' older, so much older
I love all those young boy days.
With a girl like you,
With a girl like you,
Lord knows there are things we can do, baby,
Just me and you.
Come on and make it

(Chorus)
Hurt so good.
Come on baby, make it hurt so good.
Sometimes love don't feel like it should.
You make it hurt so good.

Don't have to be so exiting.
Just tryin' to give myself a little bit of fun, yeah.
You always look so invitin'
You ain't as green as you are young
Hey baby, its you.
Come on, girl, now, its you.
Sink your teeth right through my bones, baby.
Let's see what we can do.
Come on and make it

(Chorus)

I ain't talkin' no big deals
I ain't made no plans myself.
I ain't talkin' no high heels
Maybe we could walk around all day long,
walk around all day long.

(Chorus)
(Chorus)



"Slide" lyrics by Goo Goo Dolls

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'll give you anything
To feel it comin'

Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults

(Chorus)
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide

Yeah we're gonna let it, slide

Don't you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you

Don't suppose I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
Something I can't change
I'll live around it

(Chorus)

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
May put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
May do you wanna get married
Or run away

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
May put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
May do you wanna get married
Or run away

(Chorus)



“Background” lyrics by Third Eye Blind”

Everything is quiet
Since you're not around
And I live in the numbness now
In the background

I do the things we did before
I walk Haight Street to the store
And they say where's that crazy girl
You don't get drunk on red wine
And fight no more
I don't see you anymore
Since the hospital

The plans I make still have you in them
'Cause you come swimming into view
And I'm hanging on your words
Like I always used to do
The words they use so lightly
I only feel for you
I only know because I carry you around
In the background

Words they come and memories all repeat
I lift your head while they change the hospital sheets
And I would never lie to you
No, I would never lie to you
No, I felt you long after we were through
We were through

The plans I make still have you in them
'Cause you come swimming into view
And I'm hanging on your words
Like I always used to do
The words they use so lightly
I only feel for you
I only know because I carry you around
In the background

'Cause I felt you long after we were through

When you come swimming into view
And I'm hanging on your words
Like I always used to do
The words they use so lightly
I only feel for you
I only know because I'm way, I'm way
In the background
I'm in the background